It’s been nothing to me, I feel as though it’s not even mine. Nobody ever asks what I want, nobody ever tells that they care. I feel alone, betrayed and most of all useless. It’s never about me…It’s always because I want to please other people.
Then what use have I got? When everything is said and done to me? Have I no say in what should be mine? I don’t care about the 80% average, I don’t care about nice clothes and expensive watches.
I just wanna be me! I want to be able to act my age, be my age and do what I want, not for anybody else but me. Is that all too much to ask??? What I want, all my dreams, all my pains and all my joy…all of it is kept only to me and nobody else but me.